Broken

of all the people i know why you?
why did you do this to me?
ive been good to you but why?


i was left alone, fooled and betrayed,
you don't know whats like to see
that your just wasting your time to
someone you cant even call your own.
and you dont know how much i wanted to say to you that
i want to be us.


from the start i know theres something wrong,
im hurting eventhough i know i shouldn't be
how i wish i can, but i can't.


you threw it all  and broke my heart.
i couldnt know it could hurt this so much.


how i wish i could turn back the time, those time
that we were okay..
i know there's no easy way to do this,
but you know what i want? all i want is just to tell me the truth
because its already hurt to much, and my heart has been
broken everytime i remember it.


you  become selfish and wondering why you treated me so bad
i want to end this.
and i want my heart to stop breaking..... :'(

cant fight this feeling...

here i go again..same old me, but different stories in different time and place.

why? that is what im always asking to myself...

i thought everything was going to be alright after the pain ive been these past few months..

i was on the stage of moving on then..

suddenly you came, things moves so fast realized and admitted that we really like each other..

i want to hug you, i want to kiss you, but we both know what our situation really is.

i want our love to give a chance but everything are so complicated,COMPICATED!!!!and i hate it!

there are many times i tried to walked away, forget and let got the things what we had found out 

but i can't..im confused and still thinking what will happen next 

as days goes by my heart says i need you more..

im not asking you to leave her, nor ask you to choose me, 

i know it was really hard on your part but it's more painful to me, and yes nobody said it was easy...

hope things won't change like what we had before.....maybe we'll just wait for the right time to come...

someday, somehow we could be together......

Thanks for making me feel special....

i miss you, i miss your sweet thoughts, i miss the way we talked, 

i miss the way we said goodnight and the way we said good morning...

your still special to me you know who you are..or should i call you ASTROBOY?! :)