this time i would allow myself first to grieve for few weeks or a month after i found out about his status, things happened so fast but i make sure that when i came back i am more wiser, happier, a new person and one who is stronger emotionally..I know things happened for a reason and i know myself that i can easily move on and carry this dilemma without people knowing what i had been experienced.......and now its time to say good bye...like a John Mayer song,
"It's really over, you made your stand,
You got me crying, as was your plan,
But when my loneliness is thru,
I'm gonna find another you"